Recent events have me revisiting my love list. Making changes, modifications and checking if the men who are crossing my path come close to what I think I want and what I need in my life. My recent disappointments have shifted my thoughts and I am appreciating someone in my life that has been mentioned in this blog before.
I seem to give off this 'artsy' vibe that attracts musicians, bar/lounge owners, bartenders, photographers and singers. Seriously, I can be in a group of people and will be the only one to receive the flyer for open mic night. But I digress...
There is someone in my life that is showing me that open communication is possible. That you can be your serious, silly, goofy and most crass self and it will be accepted. He is showing me that you do not have to be in someone's life everyday but you can still cross their mind and they can often cross yours. He has made me realize that life is funny, it gives you what you need right at the moment you seem to ask for what you want.
He is intelligent, witty, artsy (of course) and keeps me on my toes with conversation. I am not sure where it can go or even if it has a future outside of friendship but with everything going on my life right now, it is refreshing. Yes, he is also gorgeous and wonderful eye candy ;-)
There is baggage on both our parts and our social circles are entwined which makes it amazing that it took us so long to meet. He has visited this blog (another first for me) and I am not sure how often he reads it but I wanted him to know that he is appreciated. I appreciate him for his honesty and transparency. For the shameless flirtation that floats my boat on any given day and the confidence to send the crass texts even if they are followed by an apology.
For MoA (Not his real name of course) - thank you for being you.
He has inspired these additions to The Love List:
KayC's Love List:
66. Open and honest with communication
67. Can admit past discretions with maturity
68. Knows himself and has learned/grown from his past mistakes
69. Has an understanding (and maybe a love) for the arts
70. Understands my love of the arts/performing
KayC's Love List # 1-20
KayC's Love List # 21-30
KayC's Love List # 31-40
KayC's Love List # 41-50
KayC's Love List # 50-55
KayC's Love List # 56-65
Peace & Blessings...